HOW???~~~~~~

lately kind of understood one more thing..... i am too far away from her ady.... my life doesn't even intersect with her's at all.... i knew it from long time ago... i am not her type and i am also not good enough for her..... but the only thing is i dunno why i just cant get her away from my mind... always when just have free time i will definitely think about her.... she is just too pretty and nice in my mind......... HOW!????? wat should i do???? can anybody tell me?




love always hurt~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

心不由自。。。。just cnt!!!~~~~

recently just found out tat she got one more admiral.... she actually got sms with a lot of other boys... and i am just one of the most unnoticed wan.... actually since long time ago, i already known tat me and her are just impossible. She won not ever like me, cause i am too sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!Really wanted to pull out myself from this relationship and pretend myself from sinking deeper and deeper into this endless hole.... really wanted to forger about her..... really wanted to pull out all my feeling towards her..... but the the want are still became wanted at the end... i just cant forgert about her..... i just cant let go my feeling towards her...... i just cant delete her from my life... is just like an virus in my system, an incredible virus which that just cant simply delete from the hardisc, only a reformat / reborn can delete it..... i can confirm tat if i still in ssi, i will not forget about my love towards her,will not have good feeling with other ppl......


~~~ ~~love hurts!