It is still nice to have some private place to blog :D

wao it has been sometime since last i blogged. Well, the reason i will do this again because i have something in my mind which i wish to express it out which i can't via other channel. Just now when i was having dinner with ma, ma told me that erh, your gf seems like not as pretty as i thought at first hor, her face quite big lerh, then she also says, min min jie that time asked her, if boy one day kena dump by her, would boy take it or not, * this statement was made because she knows that evy got some exs before.
Then here is how i responded to my ma :
to her first statement that evy isnt pretty actually, i said, so? what is your point? not pretty so what?
to her second statement that told me min min jie d question i said, you all really have prejudice to ppl who have past lorh! haha then the funny thing is my fifth sis also backed me up that time ! lol..
to be honest, i am quite troubled by her this two statement. This somehow make me thinks that my family have prejudice on evy. well evy may not be pretty to them, but for me i really think that evy is really pretty. she really is pretty at least for me. I wonder also that evy realised that my mood is a bit weird when i go out with her after our dinner. I really wish to tell her this thing one but then i clearly that i can't do so because she is really too sensitive already.
but then not just the statement itself that make my mood down today , actually is the fact that non of my family members actually understand what am i thinking and how i feel. For the time being, evy is really the only one that i can tell everything to, but then too bad , still i have something have to hide from her for the sake for preventing from getting her emo and stuff. in fact, to my eldest sis worry, i also not very sure, let say one day evy really dump me , i really think that i cant really get out of this massive fall. well these two days really have a great time with her. never enjoyed so much going out with a person , liked the way she stick to me, liked the way she smile and laugh, liked the way we sai each other, liked the way how we kisses. to sum out, i really getting into her so much liao . i love her , my darling.