Conflic.!

having exam soon.... still having problem with relationship, feeling that myself sucks and lousy. I knew that i dun stand a chance to be with her, because that i am not good enough for her. but the most silly thing is that i still hoping to be with her... i really dunno what am i wishing. Every time i saw her then my heart like been stabbed by thousand and million of knives and cutter...... it is really hurt.. when saw her talking to other boys very friendly and happily tat makes me hurt even more... but what else can i do???? nothing~~~~~~~~~~~~ jz try my best to forget abt her.... but it is not tat easy to say forget a person just in a short period... anyway, i have been loving her secretly since form2 and now i am form 5 already... add together already 4 years... my heart still with her, dunno wat will happend after i finish my school. dunno whether i can stand the hurt and the feeling of missing her or not???????
SAD, HURT, INFERIOR, TIRED, LONELY~~~~

the lonely car maniac~~~