not compatible?

here comes again this problem, maybe is I just din realise or dun wish to acknowledge that before this ba, so at the end my mum is not really like her.... and ya I am once again crying already... she is really like not agree me to go on with her anymore... wanted to fetch her and her sister up to Muar and told her my plan, then she pause for a while and straight away say boy I tell you she is really not suitable for you, her character is really too different from you already. I was stunned for a moment I admit, after that there was a sharp pain going through my heart... and I asked her then what you want me to do now?! she said just be normal friend with her.. After that I have nothing to say anymore and there is a long silent.... was eating at that instant and all the food become tasteless, tears rushing out my eye and I am holding them back... well it is really discouraging when you know that your family aren't support and help bless your relationship... now I can truly understand how my sis suffer that time when she and my brother in law last time, it is way more hurting than I can imagine... I really dun know why she is saying this to me maybe she really hope that I am not with her anymore.... well this really affected me, there are really quite a lot of things that we are different about :

-she always longing to reach out to the world and explore but not me as I scared I got family burden
-she character are far more outgoing and extrovert which totally opposite with me which is introvert and boring

-she is more open minded and some stuff that she thinks is absolutely find maybe isn't for me

so far this is the main difference in terms of characters..

and there are also something that is bothering me in this relationship, she is like getting more and more badass in this relationship, overpower me all the time and at times make me wonder why I am become such a whimp, another thing that is always been there is that she always treat other guys good especially her most recent ex which always make me jealous.. well there is a lot more that I want to spilt out in this public but unknown space but I am really tired now and wish to sleep already... now I really dunno what to do, I am already fall so deep with her already and almost impossible to break with her liao but with all these problem, I really dunno already... well nights world.. and ya my eye is sore...