weird----happy----hurt!!!

yesterday'yesterday night, use hui mei as a excuse to sms her... as normal, she replied... but the weird thing comes in. she replying in kind of friendly way, let me very easily to reply her.... so we sent sms to each other til around 1.10 am tat day... then i turn off the phone and slept (20-3-09).. the next day (21-3-09) when i turn on my phone after wake up as usual, i found there is 2 sms on my phone... i tot who will send me the sms, but wat suprise me the most is those 2 sms is from her!!!! the first wan she sent something kind of hard to reply wan.. but the second wan is after 7 minit from the first wan and she changed a bit of tat message by adding in a Q.... so after having my breakfast wif papa and mama then i reply her sms.... then after tat we been sending sms to each other (around 10++) . actually felt quite happy and enjoy sms wif her... dun have this kind of feeling when sms with others ppl including other girl wan...only with her i have this kind of special and pleased feeling... but after a while of happy, the most huring part comes...... i found out again acutally she still having another guy he like outside...... she said she dunno whether she has good feeling or even admire the guy... haiz~~~~!!!!!!! really sakit arh.... although have this kind of feeling a lot of time ady... but still i have not numb!!! it still very hurt!!! it is just like putting salt onto my unheal wound!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she even said the guy jz took his spm result........... haiz..... one side love sure hurt!!!!